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Sunday, November 29, 2009



STARBUCKSSSSSS. :D
I LIKE MY DARK CHOCOLATE CHERRY MOCHA!
i prefer the other pic..
but nvm, will upload again when i get them.
and yes, i studied.
two pagessssssss in seven hours.
record breaking, earth shattering, whatevrrrr.

also,
i lost my motivation/ determination/ purpose/ goals/ dreams/ hopes/ energy for studying.
had five pages of doodless.
and two pages of notes.
that's how bad it is.



and they ask why we have monday blues.


& the story continues;
| 10:52 PM |
Friday, November 27, 2009



'm starting to hate vista cos they dont have clipboard.
freeeeaking irritating.
just when i tried to post smth,
proooooof, its gone.

here i am typing ..
and posting a shitz load of stuff there..
i feel like some.. double agent with secret life...
and i realised not every web has autosave feature like blogger..
zzzzzz

anywaaaaaaaay;
'm gonna rot myself tomorrowwwww.
okey, i try to.. zZzZ

for now;
sleeep. i neeed that.

ps: i crave for subway oatmeal raisins cookiessssss.


& the story continues;
| 12:48 AM |
Sunday, November 22, 2009


ISNT HE CUTEEEEEE!!?!?!?!?!?!
muahahahahaha.
i remembered primary school, i brought the class pet home for one weekend.
TWO HAMSTERSSSS!!
freaking cuteeeee.
i used the keyring as a collar, attached a string and brought them out for a walk at my corridor. not big i know, but its bigger than their cage.. no? :DDDD
almost got a panic attack when one of them ran behind the fridge and wouldnt come out... i shoke the fridge -.-
if i got two hamster, i would call them ham ham and ster ster. ^^
HAHAHAHAHHA
same with doggies. dor dor and gie gie -.-
if that makes any sense...

urgh;
i am getting sick of my blogskin.
like finally, i know. LOL

oh well,
this will have to wait.
two weeeeeks.
after examss and shitzzzz.

which reminds me..
i have examsssss...
okey.. but.. WHEN?!!?!?!!?

shitt


& the story continues;
| 10:14 PM |



nasi lemak for breakfast..
with ikan billis and fish..

chicken breast and pork ribs for lunch..

dinner = meat + riceeee.

i felt like a carnivore... :(
so i finished half plate of broccoli..
and ONE whole carrot....
and one appleeeeee...
and half a pack of grapessssss.
after dinner =.= (although its only 6.30pm)

but..
i still feel like a carnivore..
and a rabbit.. (cos the carrot taste is still in my mouth.. )



carnivorous rabbit.. zzz


& the story continues;
| 6:07 PM |

anyone have this?
boats and birds by gregory and the hawk

send me plz..
tyvm


& the story continues;
| 1:39 PM |



right now, i feel like skeletoff.
:/
tired... tiredddd..... TIREDDDDDDD

but still, things need to be done.
no -ed.
zzZzZzZ

everytime i try to be like the skeleton...
i flopped back to the miserable skeletoff in minutesss.
:(

sigggggggghhhhhhhhhh

ps: my finger feeeels so naked. :(

byeeeeee


& the story continues;
| 10:59 AM |
Friday, November 20, 2009



OMGOMG.

bing came at 8.30am.. met at concourse.
rushed like shit and PANICCCCCC.
okey, i am the only one panicking -.-

:( :(

our slot is at 9am....
at 8:56.. we packed and got ready.

bing: FUCK.
me: FFFFFFFUCK.

while waiting for the lift..
me: ffffuck where is the lift.
bing: fuck lah, take stairs.

outside the room..i realised my water bottle was LEAKING.
me: FUCCCKKKKKKKKK. water bottle leak!!!!!
bing: hahahahahah

and he watched me jump around and whined..
and jump around and skip around..
and whineee.

we stuttered, we rushed through our speech...
when we came out of the room.. :
me: I MISSED OUT ONE POINTTTTTT
bing: EH! i missed donno how many points....
& proceed to wave his papers in my face.
HAHAHAHAH ROFLMAO..

but....
WE SCREWED UP & SURVIVEDDDDD.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

CRS IS OVERRRR.
for one week -.-

this friday SUCKS.


& the story continues;
| 9:44 AM |



I HAVE PRESENTATION AND CRS TEST TOMORROW.
FUCKING PANICKING NOW COS IDK WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO START CRS.
'M SO FUCKING SCREWED AND SCREWING IT TOMORROW.
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AND I SHOULDNT EVEN BE HERE.
'M NEAR TO HYPERVENTILATING.
FUCKKKKKK.


& the story continues;
| 12:00 AM |
Thursday, November 19, 2009



VERY CUTEEEEEEE.


& the story continues;
| 12:06 PM |


its bloody 5am in the morning.
&yes, i am still up.
poly life sucks, btw.

'm hungry
& currently craving for BIG BREAKFAST!!! :/
wanted to take first train to meeet boyfriend for breakfast..
like, surprise or peeeek-a-boo him or smth... then we can go school tgt in afternoon...
but he just went to sleeeep.
dont have the heart to wake him cos he is so tired...
:(

nvm,
i shall stay home and stoneee.
good girl ^^

rawwwr.
'M HUNGRY.


& the story continues;
| 5:19 AM |

oh well.
i wonder what time 'm sleeping today.
yawns.


& the story continues;
| 12:50 AM |
Tuesday, November 17, 2009



I JUST REALISED WE ALL BLOGGED ABOUT BREAD.
ONE WORD:
TRAUMATISED.



& the story continues;
| 1:15 AM |


When they say ‘Don’t reply me’,
they really mean ‘Don’t stop texting me’
When they say ‘I hate you”,
they love you more than ever.
When they say ‘I have never liked/loved you’,
they are crying inside.
When they say, ‘It okay, you dont have to send me home’,
they actually really want to to.
When they say, ‘You must be busy, i understand’,
no they dont, they needed you more.


yesterday was out with the girls.
magazines and fooood are a big NO NO when we're trying to get stuff done.
did some catching up and laughing at random stuff :DD
oh,
an auntie asked us to look after her bread.. and went to queue for her coffee.
a while later, we turned to see a BANGALA sitting in her seat.
bread gone.
WTF!
dumped stuff into bag...
and RAN. HAHAHAHAHAH
MOST EPIC SHITZZ EVER.
so freaking scared of the auntie.
phobia of angry old woman and their green plastic bag of bread. :/
omgomg.
and we realised we shouldnt have ran..
fff. now we owe the auntie bread.. forever.
whaaaaaat the hell .
i promise i will donate more during flag day on behalf of the auntie.
help her earn merit points and transfer our karma. LOL
but seriously, she is ________________________. :/

anywayyyyyy,
school is zzz today.
MR TANG SAID : "IF YOU WANNA CONTINUE TALKING, GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" to us. and whole class laughhhhhhed. hahahahaahhahahaha
then he blah about poly students not able to pass etc, and end up in shops selling handphones. ROFLMAO.
still, i dont understand what was being taught today.
i got a feeling i will fail all my papers this term :(
CRS exam on friday.
GEMS presentation on friday.
FINISH moving stuff frm clubhouse by friday.
financial management project due soooooooooooon.
fuck, 'm in deeep shit.
anyone knows where to rent more hours?

and and anywayyyyyyyyyy;
I AM EGG-CITED ABOUT THE HOLIDAY PLANSSSSSS.
MUAHAHAHA.
but i haven ask my mom :/ or dad.. zz
concentrate on schoool, first.
MUST. SURVIVEEE.


& the story continues;
| 12:09 AM |
Monday, November 16, 2009

GUMMY BEARSSSSS!



& if you think thats OMFG,



OMFFFFFFFFGGGGG right?!?!?!??!?

HAHAHAHAHAH. daaaaaaamn cute. but 'll rather stick to small gummy bears.. cuter! :DD freaaaaaaaky. if i ever finish that my stomach will be infested with worms and i will peeeee syrup. HAHAHAHHA

ps.: ANYONE HAVE BAD DREAMS ABOUT ANGRY OLD LADY AND GREEEEN PLASTIC BAGS!???


& the story continues;
| 8:40 AM |
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