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Wednesday, March 30, 2016


Sometimes.


& the story continues;
| 10:24 PM |
Tuesday, May 12, 2015

” I think you find your own way. You have your own rules. You have your own understanding of yourself, and that’s what you’re going to count on. In the end, it’s what feels right to you. Not what your mother told you. Not what some actress told you. Not what anybody else told you but the still, small voice.”
– Meryl Streep



& the story continues;
| 2:51 PM |
Saturday, April 4, 2015

Sometimes, I get tricked into thinking that it's. .. gonna be different.  Maybe, this time. 

But now I am wiser.
Nothing's gonna change.

So I shall keep running.



& the story continues;
| 1:27 AM |
Monday, March 30, 2015

Because there are times where we are all feeling small.

We are so tiny, the world is so huge.



& the story continues;
| 10:34 AM |
Wednesday, February 4, 2015

maybe.

but I choose to run ahead.

keep running.



& the story continues;
| 6:26 PM |
Saturday, January 31, 2015

everything's happening.

I will be heading for my first business trip.
heading there alone, by plane. gonna be picked up by a stranger in a suit and ferried in a sleek car. (i heard) hahaha hopefully there will be no delays and i would be able to meet up with my colleague on time. else i dont know what else i can do if they went ahead without me. maybe sleep, with fluffy pillows.. HAHAHA

feeling so grown up and yet so... tiny. I have no idea what's gonna happen but I guess I will take it, whatever that is.

hopefully things will go well. and be better. I've worked hard for so long. time to climb faster while I can.

grit.



& the story continues;
| 1:58 PM |
Thursday, November 6, 2014

what if, we view everything as a map. ha-this is going to be interesting.

The future is a big place. I know this to be true, because I have spent a lot of time getting lost in the big-ness of it. because there are so many people still trying to find their way. (be it finding somewhere to call a destination, or arriving at the destination itself)

It is an easy place to get lost in, the future place. partly because there are no reliable maps. geographically speaking, we explore by those signs labelled by people long long long ago. example: UNICORNS HERE ( aka Unrealistic, no such things), POT  OF GOLD (aka how you can suceed fast) or SHIT HOLES (no explanations needed).
hahahaha,kidding.

but really, every step you take leads you to an entirely different place. if you stand at your current spot now, you can see a multitude of possible destinations, each one uncharted,  each one spinning and linking off into endless possibility of combinations and results- that changes with every step that you take.

yes, some of these future are more….  realistic /attainable than others. but one thing I’ve learnt..: there are no 100% guarantee. Never, be 100% sure of everything, things can change, even within that one second left.

we all have our regrets and we have all spent endless hours staring into nothing, thinking of what-ifs. Waiting and waiting for things to improve and change for the better, staring at present and wishing for a better future. Everyone of us. Rarely do we realise we wished away our present, for a future we have not yet reached.

the future is a place so big that we can wander forever without going pass that same spot twice, neither would we be able to trace back to where we came from, or where we were.

overwhelming. that’s how you feel if you are an ant.

Now is a very small place though. the size of a bookmark, a moment, a single footstep. Now is the first word of a confession to someone you admire for so long. Now is the size of picking up the phone to call a long lost friend. Now is a place small enough to see all the way to the edge, from wherever you stand. Now is where the sun is shining and where the flowers bloom.

The year is made up of months, months made up of weeks, weeks made up of days, days made up of hours, hours made up of minutes, and minutes made up of seconds. those seconds, are made up of moments.

moments like now.



& the story continues;
| 6:27 PM |
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